Monday, April 12, 2021

No Way Out by Fern Michaels

 No Way Out by Fern Michaels

Book Summary

No Way Out by Fern Michaels has Ellie Bowman isolating herself in Hibbing, Missouri after waking up in the hospital and not remembering how she ended up there.  She lives on a street with friendly neighbors who, after two years, have accepted that she does not leave the house.  Ellie gets to know Jackson Haywood, a kind eight-year-old, who loves to play with her dog, Buddy.  From her perch in her attic workroom, Ellie can see what happens on the mostly quiet street.  One day Ellie receives a call from her friend, Kara letting her know that Ellie’s ex-boyfriend, Rick has resurfaced.  Ellie begins to have nightmares.  She realizes that hidden within the bad dreams are real memories.  She begins to piece together the clues of what happened the night she lost her memory.  Ellie has been hiding in fear for two years and realizes that the only way she can reclaim her life is to face what happened that fateful night.  

My Thoughts

No Way Out by Fern Michaels is not what I expected.  I was looking forward to a riveting, suspenseful story.  Unfortunately, No Way Out is not that type of book.  It is reminiscent of a light cozy mystery or a women’s fiction story.  This book lacks the suspense and action that keeps you on the edge of your seat.  Ellie moves to the small town of Hibbing, Missouri on a quiet street where there are a variety of residents.  We get to meet the various residents as the book progresses.  I liked the residents of the lane with their various quirks.   Colleen Haywood lives with her husband, Mitchel as well as her eight-year-old son, Jackson.  Mitchel drinks too much and becomes abusive.  Colleen, Mitchel, and Jackson seem to take up more of the book than Ellie.  I liked how we get to see the neighbors helping each other.  They are supportive, kind, and accepting.  They never picked on Ellie or criticized her for not leaving her home.  They accepted her for who she was which I thought was wonderful.  I found the ending to be anticlimactic as well as too quick and smooth.  There is an epilogue, but it felt incomplete.  My favorite phrase from No Way Out is, “Even when you think there is no way out, if you try hard enough, you can usually find a way.”  If you are looking for a light book to read by the pool or at the beach, then No Way Out is just the ticket.  

No Way Out if available from Amazon* along with other major booksellers.  Fern Michaels has Hidden publishing on August 24.  It is the first A Lost and Found NovelSanta Cruise releases on September 28.   You can find Fern Michaels other novels here.  Thank you for joining me today and reading my review.    Next time I am featuring Bookshop by the Sea by Denise Hunter.  I hope that you have a calming day.  Take care, be kind, and Happy Reading!


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Sunday, April 11, 2021

Fresh Brewed Murder by Emmeline Duncan

Fresh Brewed Murder

My Thoughts

Fresh Brewed Murder by Emmeline Duncan has Sage Caplin opening a coffee cart, Ground Rules in Portland, Oregon with business partner, Harley.  On the third day, Sage arrives early to find a customer dead in front of the coffee cart.  Unfortunately, Detective Will has Sage pegged as his prime suspect.  Sage wants to get herself out of the out seat quickly.  She begins looking into the victim and finds there are several other people with strong motives.  Sage wants answers and she sets out to get them. 

Book Summary

Fresh Brewed Murder by Emmeline Duncan is the debut of A Ground Rules Mystery series.  Sage Caplin is twenty-seven with a unique childhood.  She is opening a coffee cart with Harley in Portland, Oregon.  Sage’s backstory is revealed slowly throughout this first book.  We get to meet her friends and family.  There are vivid descriptions of Portland that really brought the city alive for me.  I did feel that this book was a little all over the place.  The focus never stayed on the mystery for long.  It felt like more time is spent discussing coffee than the whodunit.  I had no idea there were so many varieties of coffee nor ways to make it.  The book discusses roasting coffee beans and the flavors it brings out too. I know more about coffee than I ever wanted to know (sorry, but I do not like the beverage).  Sage has family drama that dominates the story plus the book delves into the plights of runaway teens who are homeless.  We follow Sage about her daily routine which is boring to read.  The book needed more action which would have improved the pacing.   The mystery of the dead developer is straightforward.  There are several viable suspects along with misdirection.  Avid cozy mystery readers will have no problem discerning the guilty party before the reveal.  I could not get into Fresh Brewed Murder.  A Ground Rules Mystery series is not the right fit for me.  I believe it will appeal to a younger audience.  There are recipes for items mentioned in the book at the end.  Fresh Brewed Murder is a lighthearted cozy mystery with scrumptious coffees, a dead developer, cart chaos, a runaway teenager, a determined detective, and a parental predicament. 

Fresh Brewed Murder can be obtained from Amazon*.  Thank you for joining me today.  I will be back tomorrow with another book review (I have not decided which one yet).  I hope that you have a perky day.  Take care, be kind, and Happy Reading!


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Saturday, April 10, 2021

Blackberry Beach by Irene Hannon

Blackberry Beach

Book Summary

Blackberry Beach by Irene Hannon has Katherine Parker taking time off in Hope Harbor, Oregon.  She has rented a secluded house above Blackberry Beach. Katherine wants to remain incognito so she can have peace while she thinks about her future.  After what happened recently, Katherine is unsure that what she has worked to achieve is what she still desires.  Zach Garrett, owns The Perfect Blend, is ready for a wife and family but the dating pool in Hope Harbor is limited.  When Zach sees Katherine, he is smitten with her immediately.  He does not understand why she goes out of her way to avoid him.  A local project may be what is needed to bring the two together.  Zach’s Aunt Stephanie has retired and decides to visit Zach.   Stephanie meets Frank Simmons, and the pair are attracted to each other.  Will this pair get a late in life happily ever after?

My Thoughts

Blackberry Beach by Irene Hannon is the 7th A Hope Harbor Novel.  It can be read as a standalone for those new to the series.  I did find Blackberry Beach to be a slow starter.  I had a difficult time getting into the story.  I think it would have been beneficial if the reason for Katherine being in Hope Harbor had been revealed earlier.  Once I was about halfway through, I found the tale more appealing and my interest began to be engaged.  I enjoyed the descriptions of the beach, the town, and Katherine’s chocolate creations.  Hope Harbor is a charming town with friendly residents.  I especially liked Charley and the seagulls (Floyd and Gladys).  I appreciated the epilogue which nicely wrapped up the storylines.  This is a nice, clean Christian romance (no intimate situations or bad language).  Three of the themes in Blackberry Beach of second chances, forgiveness, and redemption.  It was great that there was a later in life romance (gives me hope).  This is a Christian tale that is never preachy.  I like how the author incorporated Faith and God into the story.  Blackberry Beach is a good book to read while relaxing by the pool.  

Blackberry Beach is available from Amazon*.  The other The Hope Harbor  Novels are hereHope Harbor which began the series can be borrowed through Kindle Unlimited.  You can find Irene Hannon's other novels here.  Thank you for popping by today.  Next time I am sharing my review of Fresh Brewed Murder by Emmeline Duncan.  It is the debut of A Ground Rules Mystery series.  I hope that you have a positive day.  Take care, be kind, and Happy Reading!


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Friday, April 9, 2021

A Patchwork Past by Leslie Gould

 A Patchwork Past

Book Summary

A Patchwork Past by Leslie Gould has Sophie Deiner dealing with a Lupus flare-up.  Her doctor tells her that she needs two weeks of rest, quiet, and good food.  With her roommate’s noisy late nights, Sophie takes a chance and returns to her family farm in Nappanee, Indiana.  She is thankful that her father, the local bishop, agrees to let her stay, but Sophie can tell that her mother is not pleased.  Sophie begins helping Jane, the owner of Plain Patterns, with her bountiful garden where she reconnects with Derek.  It is through Derek that Sophie meets a local migrant family who begins having legal problems.  Sophie wants to help them with their plight, but she is unsure what she can do for them.  While weeding with Jane one day, Jane begins telling Sophie the story of Mary who got caught up in the Great Chicago Fire.  Sophie finds herself inspired by Mary.  Sophie knows she needs to tread carefully.  While she wants to help the migrant family she has come to know and care about, Sophie worries that she could make the situation worse for them.  Sophie also needs to make decisions about her own future.  What choices will Sophie make?

My Thoughts

A Patchwork Past by Leslie Gould is the second novel in the Plain Patterns series.  A Patchwork Past can be read as a standalone.  I found A Patchwork Past to be a unique Amish novel.  It is not like other Amish novels.  I like how it tells two stories and ties them together.  Sophie Deiner needs rest from a Lupus flare-up and returns home to the family farm.  She never felt that she fit into her Amish community.  Jane, the owner of Plain Patterns, is kind to Sophie.  While working on Jane’s garden and quilting, Jane tells her the story about Mary, a woman who traveled to Chicago with her father and ends up in the middle of the Great Chicago Fire in 1871.  While at home, Sophie becomes involved in the lives of migrant family who work on the farm next to her family.  I was quickly drawn into the historical part of the tale.  I wanted these sections to be longer.  I thought A Patchwork Past was well-written with developed characters.  The story moved along at a good pace.  I could tell the author did her research for this book.  I like how she incorporated the information into the story and wove parallels to Mary’s story.  Both Sophie and Mary want to help people and do the right thing.  Faith, friends, and family are woven throughout the story.  I thought Sophie’s story will give people a better understanding of autoimmune diseases like Lupus and Fibromyalgia.  Many people do not understand these diseases and, unfortunately, believe the person is faking it.  I appreciated that we are given an epilogue that nicely wraps up the story.  The author blended the various storylines together into one inspiring tale.  

A Patchwork Past by Leslie Gould can be purchased from Amazon*.  Piecing it  All Together is the first book in the Plain Patterns series and it is a Kindle Unlimited book.  You can find Leslie Gould's other novels here.  Thank you for stopping by today.  I will be sharing Blackberry Beach by Irene Hannon next time. I hope that you have a joyful day.  Take care, be kind, and Happy Reading!


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Thursday, April 8, 2021

Deadly Editions by Paige Shelton

Deadly Editions 

Book Summary 

Deadly Editions by Paige Shelton has Delany Nichols going on a treasure hunt with a grand literary prize.  The woman sponsoring the event has an unusual reputation from things she did in the 1970s.  It seems someone has decided to resurrect her old persona and commit robberies.  Then the hunts sponsor disappears.  Delany with help from some friends sets out to solve the treasure hunt and find the patroness.

My Thoughts 

Deadly Editions by Paige Shelton is the 6th novel in A Scottish Bookshop Mystery series.  It can be read as a standalone for those new to the series.  We return to Edinburgh, Scotland on a snowy day as Paige begins her day at The Cracked Spine.  Delaney is surprised when she receives a missive from wealthy Shelagh O’Connor inviting her to a pub that afternoon.  Delaney along with three others are invited to participate in a treasure hunt.  They must decipher the clues to find a valuable copy of The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.  The winner will receive Shelagh’s entire book collection and each participant also receives a cash bonus.  Delaney cannot pass up this opportunity.  Things take a dark turn when robberies begin happening by someone who dresses as Shelagh did in the 1970s and then Shelagh is kidnapped.  It is a pleasure to catch up with Delaney, Tom, Rosie, Edwin, Aggie, Elias, and Hamlet.  The characters are well-developed and friendly.  We meet some new people that are involved in the treasure hunt.  Shelagh is a unique character with a beautiful home and a gorgeous library (I wanted to win it).  The treasure hunt was interesting.  They visit various local pubs searching for unique clues.  The author provided vivid descriptions that brought them alive for me as well as Edinburgh.  It was great learning about Edinburgh and Robert Louis Stevenson.  There are interesting facts about The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.  The mystery was thought out.  I like how everything tied together in this intricate whodunit.  Delaney’s bookish voices added another level to the story.  While I found the mystery complex, the solution was not.  I kept hoping there would be a twist to surprise me.  I also found the pacing to be a little slow at times.  I liked the cozy moments with Tom and Delaney as well as her time spent with co-workers and their friends (and temporary houseguests) Aggie and Elias.  I just loved Delaney’s attic library.  It sounds like a cozy and special place.  Deadly Editions is an intriguing cozy mystery with a tricky treasure hunt, clever clues, a large library, a valuable volume, and popular pubs.  

Deadly Editions is available from Amazon*.  You can find the other novels in A Scottish Bookshop Mystery series here.  Paige Shelton has Dark Night publishing December 7.  It is the 3rd book  Alaska Wild series.  You can find Paige Shelton's other books here.  I appreciate you stopping by today and reading my review.  I will return tomorrow to feature A Patchwork Past by Leslie Gould.  It is the 2nd tale in Plain Patterns series.  I hope that you have a cheerful day.  Take care, be kind, and Happy Reading!


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Wednesday, April 7, 2021

The Bookstore on the Beach by Brenda Novak: Review & Excerpt

 The Bookstore on the Beach

About the Book

For fans of Elin Hilderbrand and Mary Kay Andrews, comes New York Times bestselling author Brenda Novak's newest standalone work of women's fiction, a big, sweeping novel about family and the ties that bind and challenge us. In this novel, three generations of women from the same family share a house and work together at a bookstore in Colonial Beach over the course of a summer.

How do you start a new chapter when you haven’t closed the book on the last one?

Eighteen months ago, Autumn Divac’s husband went missing. Her desperate search has yielded no answers—she still has no idea where he went or why. After being happily married for twenty years, she can’t imagine moving forward without him, but for the sake of their two teenage children, she has to try.

Autumn takes her kids home for the summer to the charming beachside town where she was raised. She seeks comfort by working alongside her mother and aunt at their quaint bookshop, only to learn that her daughter is facing a life change neither of them saw coming and her mother has been hiding a terrible secret for years. And when she runs into Quinn Vanderbilt—the boy who stole her heart in high school—old feelings start to bubble up again. Is she free to love him, or should she hold out hope for her husband’s return? She can only trust her heart…and hope it won’t lead her astray.

About the Author

Brenda Novak, a New York Times and USA Today bestselling author, has penned over sixty novels. She is a five-time nominee for the RITA Award and has won the National Reader's Choice, the Bookseller's Best, the Bookbuyer's Best, and many other awards. She also runs Brenda Novak for the Cure, a charity to raise money for diabetes research (her youngest son has this disease). To date, she’s raised $2.5 million. For more about Brenda, please visit

Author Links

TWITTER: @Brenda_Novak

FB: @BrendaNovakAuthor

Instagram: @authorbrendanovak


Q & A with Author

Did you go to the library when you were in elementary school? If so, do you remember any of your favorite books or series from childhood?

The library in elementary school was where I developed my love of reading. I remember hating to read in the beginning, but once my teacher took us to the library and let us choose any book we wanted, I happened upon a shelf of classics. I picked up JANE EYRE and absolutely devoured it. Then I went back and got THE SECRET GARDEN and moved through that entire shelf within weeks. I remember thinking, “So this is reading!” And I’ve loved it ever since.

What hobbies do you enjoy?

 A: I love to play pickleball. My oldest son introduced me to the game and gave me a racquet for Mother’s Day, and I’ve been playing ever since. It’s such a fun/addictive thing to do. I also spend a lot of time with my two grandchildren. They’re not quite a hobby, of course, but if I’m not working that’s where I spend most of my time.

Where would you choose to go on holiday if time and money were not of consideration?

 A: Two years ago, I would’ve said Egypt, but I was able to go there the year before the pandemic started, and I absolutely loved it. I’ve always been fascinated by their antiquities. They have an absolute embarrassment of riches when it comes to relics from two thousand or more years ago. Now I would have to say India. I don’t yet know a lot about that, but it seems so exotic and wonderful to me--and I love the food. India is definitely on my bucket list!

Is there a genre that you have not written in that you might like to try some day?

 A: I would love to write a long historical saga. I actually have one brewing in my mind, so...who knows? Maybe one day I’ll get around to writing it.

Do you have pets or animals you would like to have as pets?

A: I raised five kids, so I’m taking a break from being responsible for other people--even animals. But I have a grand-dog--a Chow Chow named Simba, and he’s so fluffy and mild tempered. It’s the same as having grandbabies. I get all the fun without the hard work! Ha! 

My Thoughts

The Bookstore on the Beach by Brenda Novak is a multifaceted novel.  Autumn’s husband disappeared eighteen months ago, and she has exhausted every avenue trying to locate him.  Autumn along with her two teenage children are heading to her mother’s beachside town for the summer.  It will give them a chance to relax, be together, and heal.  Autumn’s oldest child, Taylor is having a tough time.  Taylor feels emotionally unconnected plus she has a secret she is keeping from her family.  Mary, Autumn’s mother, has kept something from Autumn her whole life.  Mary is afraid her daughter will learn the truth, but she does not feel it is the right time to share.  Autumn reconnects with her high school crush and old feelings resurface.  What should happen, though, if her husband returns?  The novel contained good writing with realistic characters.  The author packed a lot into the book with a missing husband, a teen questioning her sexuality, a woman with cancer, a woman with a hidden past, a second chance romance, a teen pregnancy, a criminal ex-wife, and expansion of the bookstore.  It was easy to follow the various storylines once I got into the book.  I did feel the ending was abrupt and needed an epilogue to make it feel complete.  I enjoyed the descriptions of the bookstore, the beach, and Mary’s cottage. This story allows us to follow one family and the issues they are encountering over the course of a summer.  This is a dramatic tale about one family’s drama.  The Bookstore on the Beach is a good book to read while sitting beside a pool.  


Tuesday, June 8

Today her daughter was returning for the summer. Mary Langford gazed eagerly out at the street in front of her small bookstore, looking for a glimpse of Autumn’s car and, when she saw nothing except a large family going into the ice cream parlor at the end of the block, checked her watch. Three-thirty. Autumn had called at lunchtime to say that she and the kids were making good time. They probably wouldn’t be much longer.

“You’ve been quiet today,” Laurie commented from where she sat behind the counter, straightening the pens, tape, stapler and bookmarks.

Mary turned from the large front window she’d recently decorated with posters of the hottest new releases. “I worry when she’s on the road for so long.”

“She’ll make it, and it’ll be great to see her and the kids. They haven’t been back since Christmas, have they?”

“No.” She picked up the feather duster and began cleaning shelves—a never-ending job at Beach Front Books, which she and Laurie owned as 50/50 partners. Autumn lived in Tampa, Florida, far enough away that it wasn’t easy to get together when Taylor and Caden were in school. “And I doubt they’ll come back for the holidays this year.” Fortunately, they were more consistent about returning for the summer—except for last summer, of course, which was understandable. Mary hoped she’d be able to count on that continuing, but with the kids getting older, nothing was certain. Taylor had only one more year of high school before heading off to college. Caden had two. Mary feared this might be the last time, for a while, they’d all be together in Sable Beach.

“You could go visit them,” Laurie pointed out.

Autumn had invited her many times. Remembering the arguments her refusal had sparked over the years caused Mary’s stomach to churn. She wanted to go to Tampa, wanted to make it so that her daughter wouldn’t have to do all the traveling. Autumn had been going through so much lately. But the thought of venturing into unfamiliar territory filled Mary with dread. Other than to go to Richmond occasionally, which was the closest big city, she hadn’t left the sleepy Virginia Beach town she called home in thirty-five years. “Yes, but you know me. This is the only place I feel safe.”

Laurie rocked back on the tall stool. “Well, if the fear hasn’t gone away by now, I guess it’s not going to.”

“No. I don’t talk about it anymore, but the past is as real to me now as it’s ever been.”

Although the store had been busy earlier, what with the influx of tourists for the season, foot traffic had slowed. When that happened, they often talked more than they worked. Beach Front Books wasn’t Laurie’s sole source of income. Her husband, Christopher Conklin, was a talented artist. He painted all kinds of seascapes, and while he wasn’t in any prestigious galleries, he sold his paintings in a section they reserved for him in the store as well as online.

But Mary, who’d never been married, had no other support. Beach Front Books didn’t make a large profit, but no one loved the escape that books provided more than she did, and the store garnered enough business that she could eke out a living. That was all that mattered to her.

“Autumn gets so mad that I won’t go out and see the world. Visit. Travel. That sort of thing,” she murmured, wishing she didn’t have the scars and limitations that had, at times, put such a strain on their relationship. “She keeps saying I’m too young to live like an old lady.”

“She has a point.”

Mary sighed. “I’m not young anymore.”

“What are you talking about? You’re nine years younger than me. Fifty-four is not old.”

That was true, but she’d had to grow up far sooner than most people. “I feel ancient.”

“Next year, you should go to Tampa, if they ask you.”

She shook her head. “I can’t.”

“Maybe you’ll prove that you can.”

Mary couldn’t help bristling. She didn’t like it when Laurie pushed her. “No.”

“Autumn doesn’t understand, Mary. That’s what causes almost every fight you have with her.”

“I know. And I feel bad about that. But there’s nothing I can do.”

Laurie lowered her voice. “You could tell her the truth…”

“Absolutely not,” Mary snapped. “Why would I ever do that?”

“There are reasons. And you know it. We’ve talked about this before,” Laurie said, remaining calm, as always. That was one of the many things Mary liked about her—she was steady and patient, and that steadiness somehow helped Mary cope when old feelings and memories began to resurface.

In this instance, Laurie might also be right. Mary could feel the past rising up from its deep slumber. Maybe it was time to tell Autumn.

But there were just as many reasons not to—compelling reasons. And the thought of revealing the past, seeing it all through her daughter’s eyes, made Mary feel ill. “I can’t broach that subject right now, not with what she’s been dealing with the past year and a half. Besides, it’s been so long it’s almost as if it happened to someone else,” she said, mentally shoving those dark years into the deepest recesses of her mind. “I want to stay as far away from that subject as possible.”

Laurie didn’t call her out on the contradiction her statement created. And Mary was glad. She couldn’t have explained how it could be real and frightening and always present and yet she could feel oddly removed from it at the same time.

“Except that it didn’t happen to someone else,” Laurie responded sadly. “It happened to you.”

* * *

The scent of the ocean, more than anything else, told Autumn she was home. She lowered her window as soon as she rolled into town and breathed deeply, letting the salt air fill her lungs.

“What are you doing?” Taylor held her long brown hair in one hand to keep it from whipping across her face as she looked over from the passenger seat.

Autumn smiled, which was something she knew her children hadn’t seen her do enough of lately. “Just getting a little air.”

“You hate it when I roll down my window,” Caden grumbled from the backseat.

“I’m hoping I won’t be so irritable anymore.” For the past eighteen months, Autumn had been mired in the nightmare that had overtaken her life. She almost hadn’t come to Sable Beach because of it. But when her children had each pleaded with her, separately, to ask if they could spend the summer with “Mimi” like they used to, she knew they needed some normalcy in their lives—needed to retain at least one of their parents. Her grief and preoccupation with her husband’s disappearance had probably made them feel as though she’d gone missing, too—at least the mother they’d known before. She hoped by returning to the place that held so many wonderful memories for them all, they’d be able to heal and reconnect.

It wasn’t as if she could do anything more for Nick, anyway. That was the ugly reality. She’d exhausted every viable lead and still had no idea where he was. If he was dead, she had to figure out a way to go on without him for the sake of their children.

The second she spotted the bookstore, the nostalgia that welled up—along with memories of a simpler, easier time—nearly brought her to tears. When she was a little girl, she’d spent so many hours following her mother through the narrow aisles of that quaint shop, which looked like something from the crooked, narrow streets of Victorian London, dusting bookshelves or reading in the nook her mother had created for her.

She’d spent just as much time at Beach Front Books when she was a teenager, only then she was stocking shelves, ordering inventory, working the register—and, again, reading, but this time sitting on the stool behind the counter while waiting for her next customer.

God, it was good to be back. As hard as she could be on her mother for her unreasonable fears and idiosyncrasies, she couldn’t wait to see her. Until this moment, she hadn’t realized just how much she missed her mother. So what if Mary was almost agoraphobic with her unwillingness to leave her little bungalow a block away from the sea? She was always there, waiting to welcome Autumn home. Maybe Autumn had never had a father, or the little brother or sister she’d secretly longed for, but she was lucky enough to have the enduring love of a good mother.

“There it is.” She pointed to the bookstore as she slowed to look for a place to park.

“We’re not going to the beach house?” Caden asked, looking up from whatever he’d been doing on his phone.

“Not right now. First, we’re stopping to see Mimi and Aunt Laurie. Then we’ll take our stuff over to the house.”

A glance in the rearview mirror showed her his scowl. “I hope it won’t be too late to go to the beach,” he said.

“I’m sure we can manage to get there before dark,” she responded as she wedged her white Volvo SUV between a red convertible and a gray sedan and grabbed her purse.

Taylor spoke, causing her to pause with her hand on the door latch. “You already seem different.”

“In what way?” Autumn asked.

“Less uptight. Not so sad.”

“Coming here makes me happy,” she admitted.

“Then why were we going to skip it again?” Caden asked.

Autumn twisted around to look at him. “You know why.”

A pained expression claimed her daughter’s face. “Does this mean you’re letting go?”

“Of Dad? Of course she’s letting go,” Caden answered, the hard edge to his voice suggesting he considered the question to be a stupid one. “Dad’s dead.”

“Don’t say that!” Taylor snapped. “We don’t know it’s true. He could be coming back.”

“It’s been eighteen months, Tay,” Caden responded. “He would’ve come back by now if he could.”

“Stop it, both of you.” Autumn didn’t want them getting into an argument right before they saw her mother. They were at each other’s throats so often lately; it drove her crazy to constantly have to play referee. But she could hardly blame them. They’d lost their father, and they didn’t know how or why. And she had no explanation. “Life’s been hard enough lately,” she added. “Let’s not make it any harder.”

“Then you tell her,” Caden said. “Dad’s dead, and we have to move on. Right? Isn’t that the truth? Go ahead and say it—you are letting go.”

Was she? Is that what this trip signified? If not, how much longer should she hold on? And would holding on be best for them? She couldn’t imagine her kids would want to spend another eighteen months swallowed up by grief and consumed with seeking answers they may never find. Taylor was seventeen, going to be a senior and starting to investigate colleges. Caden was only a year behind her. Surely, they would prefer to look forward and not back.

Regardless, Autumn wasn’t sure she could continue to search, not like she had. She was exhausted—mentally and physically. She’d put everything she had into the past year and a half, and it hadn’t made a damn bit of difference. That was the most disheartening part of it.

“I’m continuing to hold out hope,” she said, even though everyone she’d talked to, including the FBI, insisted her husband must be dead. It was difficult to see the idyllic, two-parent upbringing she was trying to give her kids—something she’d never had herself—fall apart that quickly and easily, and the heartbreak, loneliness and frustration of looking for Nick, with no results, created such a downward spiral for her. She knew it had been just as painful for her children. That was why maybe she should let go—to provide the best quality of life for them as possible.

“What does that mean? Are you going to keep looking for him?” Caden pressed. “Is that how you’re going to spend the summer?”

He could tell something had changed, that coming here signified a difference, and he wanted to reach the bottom line. But Autumn wasn’t ready to admit that she’d failed. Not with as many times as she’d tried to comfort them by promising she’d have answers eventually.

She opened her mouth to try to explain what she was thinking in the gentlest possible way when she spotted her mother. Mary had come out of the store and was waving at them.

“There’s your grandmother,” she said.

Thankfully, her children let the conversation lapse and got out of the car.

“Hi, Mimi.” With his long strides, Caden reached Mary first. Although he wasn’t yet fully grown, he was already six-one. And Taylor was five foot ten. They were both tall, like their father.

Mary gave each of the kids a big hug and exclaimed about how grown-up they both were and how excited she was to see them before turning to Autumn.

“You’ve lost weight,” she murmured gently, a hint of worry belying her smile before they embraced.

“I’m okay, Mom.” Autumn could smell a hint of the bookstore on Mary’s clothes and realized that was another scent she’d never forget. It represented her childhood and all the great stories she’d read growing up. She’d once hoped to read every book in the store. She hadn’t quite made it, thanks to new releases and fluctuating inventory, but she’d read more books than most people. She still considered books to be a big part of her life. “It’s good to be home.”

“Laurie’s dying to see you. Let’s go in and say hello,” Mary said and held the door.

As soon as the bell sounded, Laurie hurried out from behind the register. “There you are! It’s a good thing you came when you did. I was afraid it would drive your mother crazy waiting for you. She’s been so anxious for you to arrive. We both have.”

Taylor allowed her aunt to give her an exuberant squeeze. “I’m glad we got to come this year. Where’s Uncle Chris?”

“Probably on the beach somewhere, painting. You know how he is once the weather warms up—just like a child, eager to get outdoors.”

They took a few minutes to visit the small section of the store dedicated to Christopher’s work so they could admire his latest paintings. Autumn was especially enamored with one he’d done of the bookstore that portrayed a child out front, hanging on to her mother with one hand and carrying a stack of books with the other. That child could’ve been her once upon a time. She almost wondered if his memory of her had inspired it, which was why she decided, if that painting didn’t sell before she left, she’d buy it herself and take it back to Tampa.

Are you ready to read The Bookstore on the BeachThe Bookstore on the Beach is available from Amazon*, Target, Walmart, Book DepositoryBooks-a-Million,, Barnes & Noble, Indigo, and IndieBound.  Brenda Novak has When I Found You:  A Silver Springs Novel releasing June 29.  She also has Keep Me Warm at Christmas publishing September 28.  You can find Brenda Novak's other books here.  Thank you for visiting today.  Next time I plan on discussing Deadly Editions by Paige Shelton.  It is the 6th A Scottish Bookshop Mystery.  I hope you have a bright day.  Take care, be kind, and Happy Reading!


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